Endeavour...

        "So what are you saying?" Seth tightened his grip on her fingers.

        "I'm saying that if life's going to keep being so damn complicated, I want some time to get my head on straight. I want to concentrate on school. And on knowing I can count on myself to get though the tough stuff." She looked away, fighting tears. "I don't want to have to devote all my energy to trying to fix us, Seth. The truth is, I think we're past the point of fixing."

        He released his grip. "Okay. Okay, then. I hear you."

        "Diver said something to me, about how it's amazing love ever happens at all. Think about it. Two people have to get their brains and their hearts and . . . other elements of their anatomy . . . all in sync. And then the circumstances of their lives have to be in sync too." Summer sighed. "It seems to me we got the first part right, but the timing on that second part, the other stuff in our lives, isn't quite on track."

        "This is because of Austin, isn't it?"

        "I do love Austin, Seth. Just like I think some part of you, whether you'll admit or not, is in love with Diana. But that's not what this is about. It's not about Austin. It's about me. I know that seems selfish. But if I'm not sure of who I am and how strong I am, how can I ever really be someone you can trust and love?" 

        Seth kissed her, an achingly soft kiss that made her wish, for just a moment, that she could take back everything she'd said. "I'll always love you summer. And I'll always trust you. But I think I understand why you have to do this. Just be sure you understand one thing."

        "What's that?"

        "I will always be there for you. I don't care if I'm in Wisconsin and you're in the Keys. I don't care if I'm on Mars and you're on Venus. It doesn't matter. I'll always be there."

        He touched Summer's cheek. He gave a small, sad smile. And then Seth walked out of her life forever.

YAY RUNNING! :D

That's what ShuLynn says, then we jump and clap. Hah(:

Soooo, it's my first time taking part in MSSD for running; 4 by 100m. It was a very very fun day indeed. Olivia said i got darker and I look better tan than my usual 'pale' look. When it was our turn to run, I was damn nervous I couldn't stand still. All the other runners were like standing there getting ready and I kept jumping around. Heeee:] We ended up 2nd in our hit, was it? I'm not so sure what that's called. But overall, our timing was 4th best. :) The top three were SMK Puchong (the school we lost to), SMK Seafield & SMK Subang Jaya if I'm not mistaken. We were ONE SECOND later. They were all 60.somethingsomething seconds. Daym. Which also means, WE GOT IN THE FINALS! :D

So, hopefully, we can get top 3 on Tuesday.

:)

Oh, congrats to everyone. You guys did GREAT:)

I

l-o-v-e-d

morning

today

:)

ps. ican'twaitfortuesday&todaywasFANTASTIC,

apartfromtheexams(:

Jolly good day(:

You make my heart skip a beat

with what you do

You make my heart touch my feet

by just looking at you

You make my world go round

and will always stay that way

What you do, what you say,

will be a game we have to play.

Wordplay:)

Went to 1u with Jamie&korkor yesterday for dinner and a mooveh! Wanted to watch Pink Panther 2 but the timing wasn't right so we watched House. Didn't really enjoy it though. A very very unexpected ending. The movie trailors before House started were more scary than the movie itself. ;p

5/10

So, spent the whole afternoon at Summit today. Went to see Jamie at the Leo Idol '09 & she did great. :) Sheryl Goh was singing there too & she was great too! Saw Steffi, Ariel, Hor Ri Na and some otha peeps there too. :] Then had dinner at some western restaurant at Taipan. Yummeh! Didn't get the name though. ;p

ZOMG. I was just going through my past years class photos and they were WOOOOOH! Too fat to smile(: HAH! Dang. I wish I could see a replay of my life when I was younger. It would be cool and definitely cute. 

Oh, whatdaya think of this phone? I like it:)

Anyways, ima go now. Got exams tomorrow. :/

GEOGRAPHY & KH;

wish me luck(:

Taa:)

Here it comes, AGAIN!

E-X-A-M-S ARE COMING!

DAMMIT!

There's school on SATURDAY! D: Not only school, EXAMS. Saturday's wake-up-late day! UGH. Which also means there won't be any training! D: Boohoo. I have no idea what papers are when. I don't even have the freaking exam time table! I shall go get them tomorrow:)

I've been in the jogging/running mood lately. :) I shall jog after school everyday! Oh, I've got me MSSD next week. Which can only mean . . . MISSING EXAMS! Nyehehe. BUT, I'll still have to re-sit them after. Why won't they just give us an A? It would be so much easier for everyone! :)

Fats, fats, go away,

Don't come back ever again,

If you don't, I will notfriendyou,

Fats, fats, go away!

:D

LAME!

I shall go homework-ing & study now!

Rajin girl! :)

Pfft.

ps. BODAYYYYYYY! :D

14th February 2009

How did yours go?:)

Mine was, well... just like any other day. BUT, whatever! :) Livia's soft cookies were oh-so-yummy! :D They were soft and sweet and chocolaty and chocolate chippy-ee and mmmmmmm:)

That's practically it.
Oh &I went to collect my contacts just now after training!:)


with lots of love,
jaryn

Lips of an angel.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rhythm of the night

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
To be surprised

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Homecoming

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Just stand up

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Decode

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Gone

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

The fear

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I'm only me when I'm with you

WHAT IS 2+2?
The pieces don't fit anymore

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Burning in love

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Don't forget about us

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
West coast smoker

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Check yes Juliet

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
See you again

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Bigger than my body

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Man in the mirror

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
This is out town

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Mmmbop!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Fly on the wall

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Everything she wants

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Land down under

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Rehab

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Clocks

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Enemies

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Live your life

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Obvious

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Ka-ching!

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A perfectly good heart

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Reasons

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lips of an angel

Dayumm.

WHATEVER is a strong word.

onceagain .

Yeahs, as you can see, my blog is dead. It's not my fault(: I want to blog but............. oh, nevermind. Long story. I've got nothing much to say. &&I feel like doing a survey now so here you go! Got it from Ollie's blog. 

1. last cigarette?
lungcancer lungcancer lungcancer(:

2. last beverage?
Iced lemon tea.

3. last phone call?
My cheche.

4. last text message?
Alia.

5. last online chat to?
Alia too. It was sad. D:

6. last song played?
Sum 41 - Pieces. Listening to it now(:

7. last time you cried?
Umm... Last week I guess.

8. last meal?
Asam laksa @ Madam Kwan's.

SEVEN have you’s:
1. have you ever dated someone twice?
I don't know...... :P

2. have you ever fell in love with someone you shouldn’t have?
Maybe, maybe not. 

3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?
I've never kissed anyone. Excluding ze famalia.

4. have you ever said something you regretted?
A whole lot of times, baby.

5. have you ever lost someone?:
Lost in what way? :F

6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:
I'm working on it. :D

7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
Me no drink.

SIX things you did in the past three days -
1. I laughed until I cried. (:
2. I watched Sydney White and teared.
3. I got really pissed/jealous over something.
4. Went to the airport.
5. Got pissed at someone this time. :P
6. This is a surprise. :)

list SIX people you can tell pretty much anything to –
TWO. I won't mention names.

list THREE favorite colors —
1: Red
2: Yellow
3: BluePurpleGreen:)

list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
ONE, go to Italy&London&Paris&Rome&Korea&NewYork&Hawaii&LosAngeles&manymanyotherplaces. TWO, learn scuba diving. THREE, extreme stunts-ing with my homies. It would be cool. FOUR, marry, have kids and live in a really really cool house. HAHA. inmydreams.

This month have you…

Laughed until you cried:

Oh, yes.

Went behind your parents back?
Dunnoh.

Went to a party?
I'm supposed to be going for Ollie's open house RIGHT NOW but NO & also to saikit's farewell but NO too. Wthell!

Watched a good movie with your friends?
Nope.

Made someone angry?
Hopefully not.